There are moments and theses are more often than not, that I feel confident in the fact that I am empty. Confident and comfortable. There are moments and these are few are far between, and I feel I want something solid, strong, someone. Confident and comfortable. But a breeze of wind blows these thoughts away. I can wither and I will. I will wither away. I'm serious when I say that is scares me with everything inside to think that it would be could be should be but I'd hold back, I'd never let it be. I'm working on feeling. I'm working on holding. I'm hoping for a feeling I'm hoping for a hand to hold. Something bold. Something you can't put words too but only melody will do. But I shake and I shutter at the thought of an ending which is really just a beginning but it is a door I'm afraid to open. And a window I am afraid to close. It's like I want to step out because I've done my best looking and I want to touch what I look at but window shopping is easy yes, window shopping is safe. I could pay off my debts on a rainy day. I could pay off my debts today, if I only knew with whom they were really owed. And so I will sleep with grins and smirks cause I'm a jerk. I'm a fool quite simply. To offer nothing and everything all at the very same time. Yes, I am a fool quite simply. But only you really know. And I regret it sometimes that I've showed you. But even more so I am glad I know you. I am glad you understand. And there is something steady and reliable in your voice something calming in your choice of words and touch and such and such I'm rhyming if not just to pass the time. So long. It's been nice. Sleep with grins and smirks cause we're all just jerks...waiting for some new sunrise. There are moments and theses are more often than not, that I feel confident in the fact that I am empty. Confident and comfortable. There are moments and these are few are far between, and I feel I want something solid, strong, someone. Confident and comfortable. And so I will sleep with grins and smirks cause I'm a jerk. I'm a fool quite simply. To offer nothing and everything all at the very same time. Yes, I am a fool quite simply.
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